Wednesday, May 16, 2007

'Twas the night before chemo...

Check out the new rug! I think it's pretty festive what with all the chunky streaks. Kind of a lot of hair, actually, but that's okay. I had no idea that wigs were so cheap, er, inexpensive. I could have 10 synthetics for the cost of a medium quality human hair wig and synthetics don't require styling! (No comments from the peanut gallery about how cheap they look either...) How did I not know about this magic thing? It's like the big Barbie head I always wanted as a child, only I get to wear it. Head shaving is scheduled for May 30, so I'll debut this bad girl in public shortly thereafter. I suppose she needs a name. Any suggestions?

My port still hurts, but I have lidocaine cream to numb it with for the many giant needle pokes coming my way over the next 4 months, and I know I'll be happy I have it. Just plain weird to have it in me, though. I wonder if I'll ever be able to sleep on my side again.

First chemo tomorrow... have I mentioned how much I love my Ativan? I'm not stressed... just zen... through pharmaceuticals. It's not for nothing that I was a child of the 70's. At this point I'm not scared or nervous, just resigned and ready to kick cancer cell butt. This morning on the way to work the radio was playing Justin Timberlake and every beat of "I'm Bringing Sexy Back" I was visualizing him kicking and stomping on cancer cells. On the beat of course. Chemo is magic and I welcome it. But how my body is going to react remains The Big Question. Stay tuned and I'll let you know.

8 comments:

kai said...

I say you name her Nola...it's a funky look and it's also in honor of your favorite city. Hey, there's a wig shop behind my place...right next to the liquor store! We need to visit BOTH! :-)

TK said...

I'm unsure of the "she" approach to names... but going with the festive theme,my vote is to name it Priscilla (like queen of the desert). My second vote is Darcelle, a bit local flare but good none the less! Zen with pharmaceuticals is good! Zen is a good thing! Good luck thursday!

BTW Thanks for "I'm Bringing Sexy Back" I Like the song like the beat, but I had no idea what he was singing!

Tom Kelly

Anonymous said...

I'll be sending you lots of Kick Cancer Ass Vibes tomorrow! Go get 'em Lammie!!

XOXO

Kelly

Barb said...

Go LeeAnne! Praying for you!

Anonymous said...

Hey LAM...Love the new 'do, and can't wait to see more. As long as you have your "secret weapon" with you, you'll be fine.

Love you
Dianne

ND said...

How about Gabriella? Means "God is my Strength." And the best thing it's French in honor of your favoite city.
I'm visualizing Pacman eating up all those cancer cells...
Love ya-
Noreen

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